acidiclove_

2009-11-13T09:00:00.000+08:00

Yaye scheduled this at this time, on this day :D
Hahaha cos end of o's mah, actually this also nothing big heh heh, but act cool abit cos this's the time my last paper officially end :>

Ok so yes I've moved whoohoo, buttkickerr 4evaz :D
"ME!"

Seeya there :D

2009-09-09T00:29:00.002+08:00

Hahaha I've been stuck on secretzen and I found cool stuffs \m/

Dope right hahahha but cool shizzz :D

2009-08-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

Bs is so screwed but I shall just bear w it for the time being!
Hahahaha cos today was just so awesomely awesome<3
Surprised nip at her house today w my weird bunch of girlies,
And it was so funny cos we coordinated w her mum, and we got to know later on that her parents
came up w a million and one excuses asking her not to leave the house.
Omg I'll alw rmbr her reaction I think when she opened the door she was like omg What the hell
Funny shitz.
Oh and wts rly, nothing can be so coincidental zan&i bought 2terrapins for her and she got herself 2 that v mrng. But one of our terrapins is damn emo pls.. Refuses to eat.
And if you throw food down he'll just swipe it away and go and hide under his emo bridge.
I think its dying alrd, though ):
Anw sarah keeps claiming we kept talking to the terrapins wts hahaha nip says it therapy :D
And we die die also wna put the fake palm tree+bridge fr the old tank into the new one..
So we just anyhow plunge into the rocks and the terrapins just trample over them.....
Shit i think i'm some terrapin fanatic my post is practically all bout the terrapins.
Ok anw yeah we ate some sinful choc cake and more chocs.
Then played telephone charades which was some funny shit cos we clearly had distort-ers :o
Sarah was so hyped up she just couldn't stop shrieking.
Yeah then watched TheNotebook and swoon over the charming one [:
High-ness was contagious and we just went hysterical, like some retarded bunch of asses.
Ok almost done but hahah I hope I'll get the photos soon, lovely.
Omg I love this bunch of ass ttm <3

Ah anw I went running w Ph this mrng she's rly da bombz she ran fr clementi to holland where she met me then we ran to botanical.. bombz right right right! Love her ttm man:D

2009-08-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

Heehaa I think I'm gng crazy, been obsessed w running lately :D

#1 I lost my wallet ytd poots D:
#2 Why you so dao?!
#3 Fav colour for the day: Green :D
#4 Noobs are so cute, Some.
#5 I could be yr friend for 2days/week, for now.
#6 I rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly miss trng D:
#7 Sucker Ngeow Jiaqi, love you much<3

Puff puff

2009-07-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

Ceci's living life to the fullest so glad for her manzz
Be a tool for God (literally)
&God bless you much (rly)

Kbyez ha cheap thrills.
Ok dinner time, yumz<3

2009-07-28T22:38:00.000+08:00

I forgot to tell rachel that I dreamt of _ last night!
Hahaha 2nd time in the last fortnight.
Sexy shizzzzz,
Woke up and felt superly :D
Can't wait to see you hohohoho, or maybe I won't even ):
Now I can't wait to get to sleep hehe, cos that's the only place I can see you (:/):

Die, I can't go back to _ , this is so, crazy.
I never did step out of it anw.
What to do, I'm so sick of you. Hahaha thnks for not caring bout anything<3
Don't talk to me bout it if/cos you don't even have the time/don't even appreciate anything.

Kthxbyez,Idk what I'm talking bout I'm high.
Everyone should just turn gay, gay is the new hot\m/

2009-07-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

Yknw my last birthday, I wanted to buy a new Bible cos I was still using the Goodnews one and it's rather old, then my fav sucker kept bluffing me that she'd good lobangs so asked me to wait. And in the end I realised that she bought one for me alrd, what a sucker.

And then the next day, she took the effort to make this oreo cake thing knowing that I<3oreo.
She made it herself ok! So sweet of her right, ha what a sucker.

She gave me a sexy kiss too, hahah what a sucker.

Today I suddenly missed Sucker. Maybe cos it's my birthday, or maybe simply cos I miss being arnd her sigh ):

My dearest sucker,
Though we're not constantly in touch, but I'll always keep you close to my heart, cos you mean so much to me. I thank you for being available alw, I know that I can always look to you for ething&anything. Thnks for loving me so much though I'm alw so anal, and can be such an asshole (pun intended) at times. I miss you and I love you always.

With Love, Your dearest asshole.

2009-07-13T01:59:00.000+08:00

I actually logged on to m.s.n after so long.
3482837691906736 light years, to be exact.
(Any familiar sequence of numbers are purely, coincidental)
I never was, and am not a(I think it should be "an") msn kind of person.
But maybe I can try to be one hoho, afterall it's f... fastnfree \m/
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Anw I suddenly rmbred what was being said during last week's sermon & I think I needa keep this in mind when I check my life from time to time [:

Not everything that we chase after is bad, but everything that is weighed above God becomes a burden.

I think this includes food. Sadly, but yes ):
For me, at least.
I'm rather ashamed to say that I haven't been v faithful w fasting..
Even haggling once w cleo, because I wanted to eat mushroom.
Hahaha sounds rly stupid but yeah, that's one of the things I'm fasting from.
It seems like an insignificant incident,
But it rly just reflects the condition of my heart.
Food? Or God?
I chose food, then.
You can even put it this way:
At that point of time, God couldn't even be compared to mushrooms.
Heartbreaking right..? But I guess that's the message we send to our Daddy God whenever we place significance for something over Him ):
Today I haggled w myself for a rather long time over this issue too. Hahaha and I've made a promise to God to be faithful w fasting simply because He deserves more than this.
Okay these are the things I'm fasting from: Mushrooms, cheesecake, sushi.
Please hold me accountable ok??
Whenever you see me eating any of these, give me a sla... No that's too heavy God won't like you to do this to me tsk. Ha just remind me [:
Hehe this will be a tough battle for me but my God will gei wo li liang! I know that when I'm faithful, God will be faithful too(; So yes, when fruits come, victory will be sweet so yes, satan, you just watch!
And I ever heard of this: Money is given to us so that it'll be plain to the world that it is not our treasure, but Christ is. So I guess for me, Food is given to me so that it'll be plain to the world that food is not my treasure, but Christ is.
Till then, I guess the stall4 aunty won't be hearing this for a long time... "Aunty, mushroom chicken kuey teow w/o chicken!"

So long then, my friendz..... All for my BFFL.

2009-07-05T17:09:00.000+08:00

2009-07-02T17:50:00.002+08:00

It ends [today] it ends [today]~
Hahaha myes are officially over [: But no la who am I kidding, what's over? ._.
The Big O has yet to come, lololol
Anw smiley&I went far east today ha I managed to get shirts yaye i'm in need of nice shirts.
Happykid@hotmail :D
Smiley managed t get her jeans and 3 sexy stripey undies my fav(L)(L)(L)

Ok I needa
#1 Get some food yum I get hungry damn fast nowadays, die.
#2 (I feel like sweeping the floor suddenly so this shall be my #2)
#3 RUN (!) omggggg unfit ttm
#4 Get some food
#5 Start on chem D: / :D (choose one)
#6 Finish chewster's hw by Today.
#7 Go cycling soon (!)
#8 Cut my hair (????) (Someone advise me on it!)
#9 Get more hairbands
#10 Get more shirts
#11 Get some food
#12 Watch my spending power, watch smiley's diet.
#13 Practise oral, Hua yu cool!
#14 Get some food
#15 Be nicer to smiley and not mind the fact that she's refusing me my capsule ball
#16 Tell someone that I love em everyday
#17 Be intentional, be faithful.

(Repetition for emphasis)

Okay 17 cos I like the number today.
I shall go and sweep the floor then run.
Or run to sweep the floor.
Or sweep the floor while running.
Or run while sweeping the floor.

2009-06-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

Yknw just this mrng, I came back from smiley's place.
&idk I felt like my heart was v unsettled, like it was v burdened w sth, but I just couldn't figure out what. And then I read thru my Qt from last night, felt that I needed to pen down sth desperately.
I still didn't know what I wanted to do/what I wanted to say to God/write down, but this was what I managed:
"God idk what I want anymore. Yknw each time I say to surrender ething, every single thing to you, tell you that You're all that I need, but I just keep finding myself being tempted time and again, my heart motives will be wrong etc. Why do I keep falling, it's so exasperating ): why like that ): Like at the end of it, I won't benefit in anything. Instead, I lose out on Your kingdom. I lose out on... Idk just so many stuffs. Fall short fr Your standards even more. How God?? It's so hard to keep my emotions under check. I find it so hard to pick myself up yknwww. My state of mind right now is screwed. Why am I so inconsistent? So easily... stumbled? God help meeee"

It felt painful idk, like I've been gng thru this so many times that it just seemed equivalent to unrepentance.
But God was faithful, He didn't just leave me hanging there like a hangman(?)
This video came to me rly timely(:

I think God rly spoke tons to me thru this video which I just watched. It's a v simple video, but I got much out of it, and I hope it'll stir up sth in yr hearts too [:

We're not screwed up, we're only screwed up if God's not there to take control.
But since God says and has reassured us so many times that He's here,
what else can screw up, rly? Let go and let God, cliche as it sounds. But the gist of it is this:
1% of letting go=letting go. 100% letting go=letting go.
But how much you're letting go=how much you're willing to let God in, to take control= how much you're actually willing to see that particular change in your life.
When we shortchange God, we shortchange ourselves.

Allow God to show you the masterpiece you were made to be [:

2009-06-08T01:56:00.003+08:00

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go.

This, is my God(:

2009-06-03T10:05:00.000+08:00

Hahaha my blog's like some dead shitz
I needa be more disciplined this hols cos i wanna have choices.
DSA or not, hahaha one of the many things on my mind right now.
Top thing on my mind right now: Freaking shit, smiley please wake up&stop sleeping.
You've exceeded: 2hrs 3min.
(Wl hahaha i called 20 over times leyyyyyyyyy!)
I'm worried bout my chinese cos I really don't wanna retake it, damn anal.
I love sucker, I'm meeting her later &thinking how to make an aixinzaocan.
I'm not gay.
But I rly think gays are damn cute \m/
I think i'll turn gay if i was a guy, maybe adam will like me <3
I went cycling w smiley ytd. Burnt, but I loved it. "Ventured out into new grounds" lolololol.
But i rammed into a truck. Stationary one ha ha ha. The truck had a zuoen accident[:
Not cool please.

Hahaha ok this is what you do when you've nothing to do, bye.

2009-04-20T23:46:00.003+08:00

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I think I'm asking too much from you, am I am I am I?
And yknw what, this has been in my Qt book for 3days: "I must be gng crazy, God"

2009-04-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

#1 I feel so burdened for people when I read their blogs and they sound so suicidal.
#2 I feel for people who wallows in self pity.
#3 Life's been good for/to me.
#4 CTs has its ups & its down. But all in all, Thank You God <3
#5 I feel the drive to study even harder for God now, hen hao (Y)
#6 Dang I've got abrasion from a piggyback??! What on earth right.
#7 Sakae with smiley tmr, finally woots. ("Finally" for the sakae part, & for the smiley part haha)
#8 What does the word on yrself, says? Hold on, stay strong & have faith. Love you.

2009-03-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

Buttkickerr is just so dead I swear.
I haven't been blogging for so long, I almost forgot that this blog still exists.
I suck. (But God loves me)
Okay hahahah short update on ething recent and uhm, not so recent stuffs.
(My sister just called me chou zuoen what on earth???!!)

#1 Softball Nationals 2nd hahaha lovely.
#2 Loi, Crescent Cg's new treasure, sweetheart, beloved. Thank You God!
#3 Taught sheena guitar and she learnt it super crazily fasttttt!
#4 Gave my guitar a name so it's called Gundu now.
#5 Haven't decided on the gender so it shall remain an "it" as yet.
#6 Over to Jessie's house w Cleo&felly to bake
#7 Over to blubber teo's house ytd to do work(She didn't I did), awesome like crazy.
#8 Abused by 2 weird ppl today, clawed and cheeks pinched till sagged :O
#9 Sushi+studying w Hw @ cathay, went Ps, met Braynard, Played w hw's iphone's stupid games, celeste's house to get her squash racket!

Yeah that's bout it. My life not v happening one.
Nerd life what, what to do hahah.
Hm but sigh after so much that's happened, rly realised that I need more love, more love and...
More Love.

Hahaha k shall plan my time nao, gnight!

*Dear smiley,
Don't get so stressed/pek chek(Hahah) over yr packed week. God will be yr strength!
And, I'm always here. Stay smiley you cheekopek hamster, hug.
Love, me.

2009-02-20T00:39:00.005+08:00

God has been unimaginably good to me(us)
He is amazing, He is amusing(in a good way la), Ha ha I'm serious.
I'm definite He's gna continue to wow me(us), stay tuned zuoen! :D
Be skeptical or wtv, but upstairs? It must be God.

Whatever it is, ahhhhhhhh,
Euphoria Euphoria Euphoria Euphoria Euphoria

Thank You God<3

2009-02-13T22:07:00.003+08:00

Hello hahahah I koped a super cool video from charlotto's blog :D
Proud of myself heh heh.

It's totally, whoa!
Whoo okay shall rly rly try and have worship/pm every mrng!
Arghhhhhh Fall fall fall fall fall

Dear God, won't Your blessings just Fall down on us?
Dear God, We are weak but You are strong.
Dear God, You are God and we are not.

You said, Ask and I'll give the nations to you

2009-02-04T22:27:00.003+08:00

I was suddenly reminded of something Zann showed me afew days ago, which was from Jean.
Ha ha I think it's q cool [:

"A girl's heart has to be deep hidden within God, so that a man has to find God in order to find her heart."

Stop searching for love in all the wrong places,
Cos there's Someone out there who'd give anything to have yr heart, and not break it.
Cos only He'll know how to cherish it.

So, whose hands are you placing yr heart into, today?

Cause I'm the one that loves you lately,

2009-01-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

I wish,
I want,
I wish,
I want,

(Don't bother highlighting anything ha ha)

Rawr this is absolutely infuriating.

Because of His great love,

2009-01-21T21:59:00.000+08:00

When you throw more of yrself into the works of the Master,
More real will His works, blessings etc be, in yr life.
When it is evident to/in you, no doubt yr faith grows.
As a result, you'll be able to pour more of yrself into the works of Daddy G [:

Seems to be gng nowhere with this,
But the point I'm trying to get across is this... It is a cycle!
And it just requires you to take a small step forward to start yr "cycle" :D

More of You, less of me
More of You, less of me
More of You, less of me

Grrrr.

2009-01-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

I guess you kinda figured out I don't actually get angry w you easily.
But even if I do, I always do have a soft spot for you (I guess?)
So dyknw how much it affects me when you're mean to me/taking me for granted?

Rawr.

2009-01-10T22:20:00.006+08:00

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)

This song's super cute ley, hahah.
Found the chords for it say yay[:

I'll be there for you,

2009-01-05T21:27:00.003+08:00

You're coming back down
You say you're lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You're coming back down
You don't have to tell me what you're feeling
I know what you're going through I won't be the one that lets go of you

Was thinking of xiaohui(!) (hairpee nortz?)
And this song came to my mind, yay [:
I won't be the one that lets go of you
I won't be the one that lets go of you
I won't be the one that lets go of you

Neither will God, my dear.

So hold on, just keep holding on.
xoxo.

2008-12-30T23:43:00.001+08:00

Carls LB ftw!
Sianzzz to think Retard&I had wanted to open Franchise for minah club,
But Carls LB will will will prosper whoo!
Tuition this sun will be (Y)(Y)(Y)
My 2 crazy girlies are back say yay!
Shall go running tmr mrng, fat like some fatty grr!

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[edited] - from losergoh's blog

Today was fun manxzxz! :D
Went out with Selica, Sotong, Zoey (& Zen came at 8.30pm!!) to do homework.
Haha, I kinda knew we wont get accomplished considering how retarded EVERYONE IS EXCEPT LYNETTE GOH.
But I just went cause the company is GREAT! and we dont need any entertainment.
Just give us a deck of cards man!
Haha, :D

Anw like the bus ride home was FUN like shitzzzzzzzz.
Play animal concentration,
I was the SHARK (zen you better not say its dolphin), Zen was the crocodile, Selica the ALIEN TOURIST, Zoey the PEACOCK, and Sotong is A PIGGY TIGER.
Hahhaa, fun and retarded shitzzzzzz.
Then played dunno what Jack shitzzzzzzzz.
Zen's idea.
HAHAHA, and it was retarded shitzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :D

Everything and Everyone was retarded today.
Except me :D

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Suddenly miss a certain idiot very much, grr sucks ttmmmmm.